so uhhhhhh

I found a job, now I'm working on a 12 hours night shift (and ofc it's fucking underpayed as well) at the local store and It's kinda hard af

I broke display on my phone and now I need money to fix it and to change the battery on it so it wouldn't die so fast

and on top of that i'm going to be living without any kind of electricity for a while probably since generator that my granpa gave us will be taken by it's owner by the end of this month since he borrowed it from someone else

i'm really trying hard to draw on a side but it's not easy at all

wouldn't give up on that all tho, gonna strugle throught all of this shit and come out alive and better person (or mentally insane and fucked up on all fronts)

so yeah, don't ever be like my family or especially like me

I'm no Guts neither Ichigo or any kind of anime protogonist with unlimited willpower, but I'll do my best in order to get out of this

take care guys, I'll be back ASAP